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Name - Amanda Marie Marquardt Age - 19

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Thursday, December 16, 2004

The Good and Bad

I finally went to the drs. today. I got a cat scan and they found a hematoma in my face but it's nothing to worry about. Hematoma is a fancy word for blood clot. Now I'm only supposed to go to school for half days and I can wear a hat if I want and they prefer I wear sunglasses. I hope Mrs. Hanson will let me drop Creative Writing and just go for 1st and 2nd hour instead of rotating and just going to 4th hour every other day because that would just be a huge waste of time.

Besides the fact that Mr. Santy is being an asshole and he expects I'm going to have all of my make-up homework done overnight so I'm immediately caught up with the class. However nice that sounds I'm definitely not super woman (especially now, I feel more along the lines of mentally challenged) and I should be allowed the week to make it up.

Even then it's hard to make it up because I can barely concentrate for more than 5-10 minutes at a time and I have to worry about the work that's being given out now. Being absent for 5 days is like only using credit cards when you have no money... you need to buy things like food and such but then you're in debt and with every day there's more to be paid for and you just keep charging that card and eventually you're in such a big hole you're forced to declare bankrupcy and my bankrupcy is dropping my classes.

I already dropped weight lifting because I was supposed to sleep 3rd hour but I found myself trying to do all of my makeup homework and it takes forever!!! Especially Spanish because I forgot every other word and the conjugated charts and just about everything else. Another thing is I find myself having a huge problem in that I can't retain any knowledge whatsoever. Unlike before when I'd sit through a Spanish class and by the end I'd know like 20-30 new words or concepts or charts and whatnot all that happens now is I get extremely frustrated because words intermingle and I mix up their meanings and AHHH! Then I try to type a paper in my native language, english and I forget words I've known for years even up to a decade. Well I'm getting extremely nauseous because of the pc so I'm going to go and hope I don't throw up.

Mandy ~ 4:19 PM