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Sunday, February 06, 2005
You and I Both
This is a really good song... Jason Mraz's 'You and I Both'. So anyway I'm going to post happy today because rarely are my posts that happy... it always seems the bad overwhelms the good so even when I am good I rarely ever post about it. To begin I was sick all weekend but I think I'm better and even though I didn't get to see my hunny I'm still ok. I just need him so much and with everything that's going on...
Ok, this may not be all happy afterall. It's just everyone's being a jerk to me about my relationship with Job and how affectionate we are in public. A part of me wants to agree and say we could tone it down but the fact is it isn't that easy. You look at other couples who 'tone it down' and it always seems their relationship grows steadily worse as they grow less affectionate.
I just don't want that fate with Job and me and I, I'm torn. I want to please everyone but Job means more than the world to me. So, shouldn't that be it? Just tell everyone else to just fuck off? Tell them I don't care because they'd do the same if they were in my situation. Job and I aren't the first couple to happen upon RHS but it sure as hell seems like it. Everyone's bitching about it and mostly to other people behind our backs. OR GOING TO ZUNKER and getting us in a lot of trouble. I'm not even allowed to hold his hand in the band room anymore.
WHY DO YOU PEOPLE CARE SO MUCH? LIVE YOUR OWN LIVES AND STOP CARING ABOUT HOW I LIVE MINE!!!
Job's always been there for me and that's more than I can say for any of you who talk about us like that. My life is far from perfect and you fuckers are making it that much worse. I don't see why I should deny affection from the one who has never denied me. And I don't mean like that for any perverts reading this. I'm two seconds away from just not caring what any of you think anymore because of how upset I am. Job has already stopped caring and it would be that much easier to not give any of you the satisfaction. If you (the ppl who are talking shit) didn't have problems in your lives I know you wouldn't talk out your frustrations on Job and me for showing our happiness. Jealous fuckers.
This is a really good song... Jason Mraz's 'You and I Both'. So anyway I'm going to post happy today because rarely are my posts that happy... it always seems the bad overwhelms the good so even when I am good I rarely ever post about it. To begin I was sick all weekend but I think I'm better and even though I didn't get to see my hunny I'm still ok. I just need him so much and with everything that's going on...
Ok, this may not be all happy afterall. It's just everyone's being a jerk to me about my relationship with Job and how affectionate we are in public. A part of me wants to agree and say we could tone it down but the fact is it isn't that easy. You look at other couples who 'tone it down' and it always seems their relationship grows steadily worse as they grow less affectionate.
I just don't want that fate with Job and me and I, I'm torn. I want to please everyone but Job means more than the world to me. So, shouldn't that be it? Just tell everyone else to just fuck off? Tell them I don't care because they'd do the same if they were in my situation. Job and I aren't the first couple to happen upon RHS but it sure as hell seems like it. Everyone's bitching about it and mostly to other people behind our backs. OR GOING TO ZUNKER and getting us in a lot of trouble. I'm not even allowed to hold his hand in the band room anymore.
WHY DO YOU PEOPLE CARE SO MUCH? LIVE YOUR OWN LIVES AND STOP CARING ABOUT HOW I LIVE MINE!!!
Job's always been there for me and that's more than I can say for any of you who talk about us like that. My life is far from perfect and you fuckers are making it that much worse. I don't see why I should deny affection from the one who has never denied me. And I don't mean like that for any perverts reading this. I'm two seconds away from just not caring what any of you think anymore because of how upset I am. Job has already stopped caring and it would be that much easier to not give any of you the satisfaction. If you (the ppl who are talking shit) didn't have problems in your lives I know you wouldn't talk out your frustrations on Job and me for showing our happiness. Jealous fuckers.
Mandy ~ 7:30 PM