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Sunday, September 11, 2005
Who Knows?
Certainly not I, the one in pjs, sitting at the pc when she knows her place is upstairs, in her room, tucked under those covers. *sigh* That's it... you all know already, I'm sure, but Job and I are no longer together... after 19 months (1 yr 7 months) we are both single and not rdy to mingle. I don't want a bf and I really hope all guys (that have any hopes) to just leave me alone. Mostly, I'm trying to find myself and it's been a while since I've put myself first and honestly, it's a relief but I don't really like it because with being first priority I'm the only and that means I'm lonely because if any of you know me I'm an extreme extrovert, and basically that means I thrive off from relationships, friendship or otherwise as long as they're healthy, haha.
Thanks Katie for talking to me earlier when my family was treating me like crapaholi. That's lesbianastua! That's my new word and it means worse than gay... which is mean but I mean no offense to any homosexuals. Thanks to Job too for being such a wonderful friend and understanding this is what I need right now. Job and I are still good friends and hopefully some day I might realize more but right now I am having some serious personal problems that I need to solve through personal discovery of my own identity.
I'm enjoying college but some of the guys are really gross just like in high school... whoever said guys mature... no offense to any guy friends if I still have any ;( . It's ok if you're not my friends anymore because I don't deserve you. Thanks Mike and Kevin for the hugs after school the other day, I really needed them. Happy b-day Emily! whoo whoo and Mike (even though I already wished you one) *~<(;oP ... don't ask me what that is, it was supposed to be a clown with a funny hat but I suck at keyboard pictures so it kind of looks more like a doobie-smoking, conehead mime... yea. OK, so anyway... that was a little off but what else would it be coming out of me? Jimmy cracked corn so why can I? and there's my new phrase meaning 'I don't care'. ~Jimmy cracked corn so why can't I? ~crapaholi (I'm sure I'm not the first with that one) ~frike (with a long 'i' sound, not frick) ~lesbianastua ~(if someone loses something) I ate it (I've been saying that one for at least a year now) I'm sure a lot of you think I'm extremely annoying, but hey, that just rids me of the ppl who really don't like me and aren't worth having as friends? Wow, I'm really going to have no friends after this blog... I'll just draw me a doobie-smoking conehead mime if I need a friend *~O3:>, if the mouse looks swiggly, he's just dancing... I'm going to have to practice drawing me some friends if I really want them as friends I want them to at least be functional *sigh*
Night All.
Certainly not I, the one in pjs, sitting at the pc when she knows her place is upstairs, in her room, tucked under those covers. *sigh* That's it... you all know already, I'm sure, but Job and I are no longer together... after 19 months (1 yr 7 months) we are both single and not rdy to mingle. I don't want a bf and I really hope all guys (that have any hopes) to just leave me alone. Mostly, I'm trying to find myself and it's been a while since I've put myself first and honestly, it's a relief but I don't really like it because with being first priority I'm the only and that means I'm lonely because if any of you know me I'm an extreme extrovert, and basically that means I thrive off from relationships, friendship or otherwise as long as they're healthy, haha.
Thanks Katie for talking to me earlier when my family was treating me like crapaholi. That's lesbianastua! That's my new word and it means worse than gay... which is mean but I mean no offense to any homosexuals. Thanks to Job too for being such a wonderful friend and understanding this is what I need right now. Job and I are still good friends and hopefully some day I might realize more but right now I am having some serious personal problems that I need to solve through personal discovery of my own identity.
I'm enjoying college but some of the guys are really gross just like in high school... whoever said guys mature... no offense to any guy friends if I still have any ;( . It's ok if you're not my friends anymore because I don't deserve you. Thanks Mike and Kevin for the hugs after school the other day, I really needed them. Happy b-day Emily! whoo whoo and Mike (even though I already wished you one) *~<(;oP ... don't ask me what that is, it was supposed to be a clown with a funny hat but I suck at keyboard pictures so it kind of looks more like a doobie-smoking, conehead mime... yea. OK, so anyway... that was a little off but what else would it be coming out of me? Jimmy cracked corn so why can I? and there's my new phrase meaning 'I don't care'. ~Jimmy cracked corn so why can't I? ~crapaholi (I'm sure I'm not the first with that one) ~frike (with a long 'i' sound, not frick) ~lesbianastua ~(if someone loses something) I ate it (I've been saying that one for at least a year now) I'm sure a lot of you think I'm extremely annoying, but hey, that just rids me of the ppl who really don't like me and aren't worth having as friends? Wow, I'm really going to have no friends after this blog... I'll just draw me a doobie-smoking conehead mime if I need a friend *~O3:>, if the mouse looks swiggly, he's just dancing... I'm going to have to practice drawing me some friends if I really want them as friends I want them to at least be functional *sigh*
Night All.
Mandy ~ 11:02 PM