~The Music of My Life~

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

Alone, As the Rest

Casting cut crazies
Paying for lazy-
Ness
Confess
You lie
I bleed
The sky
You speed
Through
The true
Of my blood
Sink
In the flood
You think
You know
Me
That I don't show
The sea
Of my feelings
Stealing
Glances
Missing chances
On the side
Where you preside
In life
Stife-le
Kill
At will
Condemned to be
A rarity

Just a little something I threw together with the feelings inside. Whatever would I do without you, my Job? If no one can interpret this it's quite simple... it's about people who watch life and other people, instead of living their own, and how they get caught in their lies and end up falling through life. How the jealous use the relatively happy people as something to bring down, in essence, killing them in hopes that when the previously happy people are at their level that they'll feel happier, which never works. All they end up doing is hurting people that were once happy and undisturbed for the most part... everyone has their moments.

P.S. I don't care if any of you come in here, read this, get upset (you did seek out what I'm thinking so that's obviously telling me something... whether or not you know it or acknowledge it, what I write has some semblance of matter to whomever reads this knowing it's me that's writing it- not just some random person that stumbled upon my blog), and then decide to talk about it to others, maybe post something nasty in their own blogs, because, after all, I've removed myself from the negatives that were removable and there I have taken a higher path for the well being of myself. Yay to actually looking out for myself for once! :)

Mandy ~ 12:12 AM