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Friday, December 16, 2005
Emily, I'm Sorry
Truly, I never wrote what I did to hurt your feelings. I'm just lonely and I read people's blogs to make me feel unlonely. No one knows me either... no one knows that I've been sick for the past week, but that's no biggy, no one knows that I'm not eating because I can't- it all comes right back up and no one knows that I've dropped down to 105 lbs... I was up to 120 a few weeks ago. I don't even feel hungry anymore, just nauseous and tired with a constant headache. No biggy. Honestly, I'm trying to distance myself from everyone, cut them out of my life, and I only hurt myself but I will reach my goal because when I die I don't want anyone to be sad. You may think I'm stupid and that by pushing people away I'll make them unhappy but what I've realized is people easily forget... so what can I say? I've always been a people-pleaser. I'm going to go take a nap.
Truly, I never wrote what I did to hurt your feelings. I'm just lonely and I read people's blogs to make me feel unlonely. No one knows me either... no one knows that I've been sick for the past week, but that's no biggy, no one knows that I'm not eating because I can't- it all comes right back up and no one knows that I've dropped down to 105 lbs... I was up to 120 a few weeks ago. I don't even feel hungry anymore, just nauseous and tired with a constant headache. No biggy. Honestly, I'm trying to distance myself from everyone, cut them out of my life, and I only hurt myself but I will reach my goal because when I die I don't want anyone to be sad. You may think I'm stupid and that by pushing people away I'll make them unhappy but what I've realized is people easily forget... so what can I say? I've always been a people-pleaser. I'm going to go take a nap.
Mandy ~ 1:34 PM