Full of pain and deceit and I might as well do what I want before I die because that moment could be my next and I don't want to live knowing I wanted to do something and never even tried. Here's my weak attempt to leave the comfort of love to seek out what I need to know.
For What was Had
Sink Past words Think last Of what was heard
Into the screen Of everything You’ve seen Trying to sing For times gone Recent time’s dawn
You long For That bittersweet song To ignore What’s now And how It happened so Hoping he’ll never know
Such things One naked ring From your head Regret of What you said Let love In your heart Set it apart
You said And I did I’ve read Other’s vivid Wants-not my own Have truly shown What one craves Cutting, the knife Be brave This is life
You must find Your own mind Or live the cost Of a lonely one lost