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Name - Amanda Marie Marquardt Age - 19

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Tuesday, January 03, 2006

Can You Say Common Sense?

Well even if you can, Job's sister, Beka can't... I don't know why she does the things she does and how she thinks she's going to get away with them but... it's sad. She just called me, panicked. I asked her what was wrong and she told me that Job found out she was at a party and that she got trashed. She furthered the story in telling me it was all hard liquor (smirnof and other vodka) and she knew what she was doing or so she thinks, that when she woke up she couldn't remember anything and Ben (her new bf) said that she was all over him and begging him to have sex with her and he wouldn't, which is a good thing. She needs to learn a lesson and after April or so she calls her last incident, she said her parents would absolutely kill her if they found out she did it again. Beka also ended up getting completely smashed and not going to work the next day when she told Pam that it was because of a sore throat so Pam called in for her... Beka lied multiple times like that the party was being chaperoned even though Emma's dad wasn't there and she knew it.

I basically told her to tell the truth to her parents because it wouldn't be as bad as if they heard it from her over someone else. I said that no matter what, Pam and Dana will find out because Beka said there were 40 some people there and Emma's parents already found out, and it's better to hear it from her than a complete stranger. I personally don't want Job to tell them because he'll get yelled at, again even though it's true he'll still get in trouble. I'm taking the high road and instead of saying 'F U Beka for treating me like crap!' I'm telling her she has to take responsibility for her actions and that if she continues to do this it'll only get worse because one day Pam and Dana will wake up and realize 'Hey, Beka's not learning, maybe we should send her away' or something like that.

If Pam or/and Dana heard it from Job or me then that'd only get us caught up in Beka's mess and honestly, it wasn't fair of Beka to call me for advice when she doesn't deserve anything but a 'Fuck off' from me. I hate being the nice and forgiving one. Being the person I am has only given me one thing...

a one-way, straight flight ticket to being used and taken advantage of... maybe this time I'll remember to take pictures once I get there so I remember the consequences of being nice afterwards...

Mandy ~ 6:15 PM