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Thursday, January 12, 2006
I Didn't Expect it...
Geez, what's with me? I always expect the worst and I guess I didn't for once and it bit me in the ass. I'm going back to the hospital tomorrow because I'm getting worse again. Hmmm...
Job came over tonight and he saw how I was... I kept going in the bathroom to errr... I'd like to call it clear my throat but really it's heaving up phleme so I can somewhat breathe and he still kissed me after that :S Talk about love. I was really happy to see Job tonight and seeing him made me realize something really weird and when I told him it really didn't come out right but he understood after some explaining. He, Job, feels like a part of me... and not just that I care about him and that stuff but that when he's around it's just an extension of myself like we're not two people, we're one. *narrows eyes and looks away* I really don't know how else to put it but as one identity, complete, ahhhh, he makes me feel complete when normally I feel half a person short. It sounds weird and it feels even weirder but in a good way. I wonder if any of you peeps that read this blog know I have a myspace blog...
ANYWAY, another topic... Sarah's been working my workstudy hours for me because Teresa needed assistance with office work and I'm sick so I'm paying Sarah to work my job for me, which really doesn't do anything for me. I've already paid her $27 for working 4 hours... (my mom told me to take 1 out for tax- I make $7/hour). I don't have to work now but Teresa needed help so I let Sarah do the work. Then today, Sarah said real snobby 'You know, Teresa's going to need your help soon'. As if I didn't know. *rolls eyes* I would go in in a heartbeat and work my hours because I like working there and the time goes by very fast, only thing is... the bathroom is 4 flights of stairs and a hallway away when I need to get sick every 5 minutes. Even then, how am I going to accomplish anything while heaving my guts out? I'm sure Teresa wouldn't even want me there in this condition. Speaking of which, I need to go to sleep early tonight and I have to get sick, can't believe I lasted this long!
Geez, what's with me? I always expect the worst and I guess I didn't for once and it bit me in the ass. I'm going back to the hospital tomorrow because I'm getting worse again. Hmmm...
Job came over tonight and he saw how I was... I kept going in the bathroom to errr... I'd like to call it clear my throat but really it's heaving up phleme so I can somewhat breathe and he still kissed me after that :S Talk about love. I was really happy to see Job tonight and seeing him made me realize something really weird and when I told him it really didn't come out right but he understood after some explaining. He, Job, feels like a part of me... and not just that I care about him and that stuff but that when he's around it's just an extension of myself like we're not two people, we're one. *narrows eyes and looks away* I really don't know how else to put it but as one identity, complete, ahhhh, he makes me feel complete when normally I feel half a person short. It sounds weird and it feels even weirder but in a good way. I wonder if any of you peeps that read this blog know I have a myspace blog...
ANYWAY, another topic... Sarah's been working my workstudy hours for me because Teresa needed assistance with office work and I'm sick so I'm paying Sarah to work my job for me, which really doesn't do anything for me. I've already paid her $27 for working 4 hours... (my mom told me to take 1 out for tax- I make $7/hour). I don't have to work now but Teresa needed help so I let Sarah do the work. Then today, Sarah said real snobby 'You know, Teresa's going to need your help soon'. As if I didn't know. *rolls eyes* I would go in in a heartbeat and work my hours because I like working there and the time goes by very fast, only thing is... the bathroom is 4 flights of stairs and a hallway away when I need to get sick every 5 minutes. Even then, how am I going to accomplish anything while heaving my guts out? I'm sure Teresa wouldn't even want me there in this condition. Speaking of which, I need to go to sleep early tonight and I have to get sick, can't believe I lasted this long!
Mandy ~ 12:31 AM