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Monday, January 23, 2006
Kind of Weird
So I was just sitting here, watching tv instead of doing my chemistry, haha, yea... I'm going to do it after this blog. I decided I wanted chocolate icecream and so I got some but weird thing... I couldn't taste or smell it! I ate it all but it was like... not even like drinking water because even water has a taste, believe it or not! It felt like I was eating cold, wet, air... I know, you're thinking I'm really stupid right now but I thought it was weird and I looked up the symptom online because I was curious and (don't worry, not like you're going to) but I found all of my recent and not-so-recent symptoms were listed under one thing... a brain tumor. Wtf, my constant headache (not even headaches, just one constant one, forever), seizure, nausea, vision problems(not so bad but I've noticed I can't really focus on anything, it'll just all blur out and makes my headache worse), problems with weakness in the face, arms, hands, or legs (for the past week I've felt so weak it's hard just taking stairs and I feel like I'm going to pass out from exhaustion if I run or jog anywhere for any amount of time), and behavioral problems. The last one I just recently got but ok, don't think I'm weird here... Job was over yesterday and I kept clawing, like idk why either but I wanted to sink my nails into something, ok not even want, my hands just kept tensing up and I'm sure it really annoyed Job because it annoyed me. My emotions are like... one moment I'll be fine but then if someone says the smallest thing I just snap and I don't even care! It's really stupid and I've always been paranoid but the day Job showed up in the UTC I snapped at him and I thought Teresa hated him... then today she said Job seems like a very nice guy and Teresa is the sweetest woman alive, I don't think she has the capability to hate anyone or thing. Anyway, don't worry about this, I'm sure I'm just being a, oh, what does Kaitlin call me, a uhhh omg! derrr (great, cognitive problems also on the list of symptoms... hard time remembering words like the other day or was it today in geography I said something about south africa and I was trying to explain why I put it in it's own region and I said it's like europe because I couldn't remember what I was going to say and then when I said europe it sounded like uuuurope and I felt soooo stupid) anyway, I can't remember what they call those people but they always think they have a sickness I think... idk, I'm confused. Crap, I have to do my chemistry. askd;fha;kdas;d... the only way I can express myself, this is sad.
So I was just sitting here, watching tv instead of doing my chemistry, haha, yea... I'm going to do it after this blog. I decided I wanted chocolate icecream and so I got some but weird thing... I couldn't taste or smell it! I ate it all but it was like... not even like drinking water because even water has a taste, believe it or not! It felt like I was eating cold, wet, air... I know, you're thinking I'm really stupid right now but I thought it was weird and I looked up the symptom online because I was curious and (don't worry, not like you're going to) but I found all of my recent and not-so-recent symptoms were listed under one thing... a brain tumor. Wtf, my constant headache (not even headaches, just one constant one, forever), seizure, nausea, vision problems(not so bad but I've noticed I can't really focus on anything, it'll just all blur out and makes my headache worse), problems with weakness in the face, arms, hands, or legs (for the past week I've felt so weak it's hard just taking stairs and I feel like I'm going to pass out from exhaustion if I run or jog anywhere for any amount of time), and behavioral problems. The last one I just recently got but ok, don't think I'm weird here... Job was over yesterday and I kept clawing, like idk why either but I wanted to sink my nails into something, ok not even want, my hands just kept tensing up and I'm sure it really annoyed Job because it annoyed me. My emotions are like... one moment I'll be fine but then if someone says the smallest thing I just snap and I don't even care! It's really stupid and I've always been paranoid but the day Job showed up in the UTC I snapped at him and I thought Teresa hated him... then today she said Job seems like a very nice guy and Teresa is the sweetest woman alive, I don't think she has the capability to hate anyone or thing. Anyway, don't worry about this, I'm sure I'm just being a, oh, what does Kaitlin call me, a uhhh omg! derrr (great, cognitive problems also on the list of symptoms... hard time remembering words like the other day or was it today in geography I said something about south africa and I was trying to explain why I put it in it's own region and I said it's like europe because I couldn't remember what I was going to say and then when I said europe it sounded like uuuurope and I felt soooo stupid) anyway, I can't remember what they call those people but they always think they have a sickness I think... idk, I'm confused. Crap, I have to do my chemistry. askd;fha;kdas;d... the only way I can express myself, this is sad.
Mandy ~ 11:01 PM