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Sunday, March 26, 2006
Blobity Bla
For lack of an actual title... hey, don't you go getting all angry at me for making up words when I don't even need to put a title up in the first place. Ahhh, a little stress released... I don't want to say a lot because other people are involved and they may not want anyone else to know but things aren't good at all... in fact they're very bad. *sigh* I was on cloud 9 million today when I was with Job at his house but then I came home and the other shoe, so to say, kicked my ass. I love my mom and I wished she were more independent. Job I love you so much and no one will ever know but you are truly my rock of sanity right now in my insane life.
I'm not going to tell anyone else what's happening because they'll just pity me and feel helpless because in all honesty, there's nothing they can do for me or the people involved anyway. I don't want to make you all curious but I'm well aware I'm sure I already have you on the proverbial hook waiting for the reel-in to see wtf is going on but let me leave it at this... You really don't want to know and you're thinking "Yes, I do" and this is definitely one of those cases where someone says (in this case I just did, myself) "You don't want to know" and then the person insists they do and then when they find out they wished they hadn't been so curious. SO, take it from me, curiosity really killed the cat and you don't want to be the cat this curiosity kills...
I'm going to see a therapist on Monday and see if I can kill them with this curiosity... Hey, that may not be nice but they're asking for it... it was their chosen profession and they scheduled me... Mrs. Kanyusik was very smart to be sick the day of my other appointment so many months ago... I only want a little normality and I'm hoping this therapist can guide me... worst case she tells me there's nothing she can say or do and right now... I couldn't imagine the things she could say to help me...
P.S. Completely unrelated... When people claim to be such a thing as say, a genius they're truly insecure and looking to make others feel bad in comparison and it only works when the other person doesn't know the truth. Oh and try not to directly contradict yourself in the same entry at least. If you're a genius you'll be able to figure it out. Hey, btw, how about you figure my life out for me as well since I'm such an invalid and don't give advice on something you've never done nor intend on doing... all talk.
For lack of an actual title... hey, don't you go getting all angry at me for making up words when I don't even need to put a title up in the first place. Ahhh, a little stress released... I don't want to say a lot because other people are involved and they may not want anyone else to know but things aren't good at all... in fact they're very bad. *sigh* I was on cloud 9 million today when I was with Job at his house but then I came home and the other shoe, so to say, kicked my ass. I love my mom and I wished she were more independent. Job I love you so much and no one will ever know but you are truly my rock of sanity right now in my insane life.
I'm not going to tell anyone else what's happening because they'll just pity me and feel helpless because in all honesty, there's nothing they can do for me or the people involved anyway. I don't want to make you all curious but I'm well aware I'm sure I already have you on the proverbial hook waiting for the reel-in to see wtf is going on but let me leave it at this... You really don't want to know and you're thinking "Yes, I do" and this is definitely one of those cases where someone says (in this case I just did, myself) "You don't want to know" and then the person insists they do and then when they find out they wished they hadn't been so curious. SO, take it from me, curiosity really killed the cat and you don't want to be the cat this curiosity kills...
I'm going to see a therapist on Monday and see if I can kill them with this curiosity... Hey, that may not be nice but they're asking for it... it was their chosen profession and they scheduled me... Mrs. Kanyusik was very smart to be sick the day of my other appointment so many months ago... I only want a little normality and I'm hoping this therapist can guide me... worst case she tells me there's nothing she can say or do and right now... I couldn't imagine the things she could say to help me...
P.S. Completely unrelated... When people claim to be such a thing as say, a genius they're truly insecure and looking to make others feel bad in comparison and it only works when the other person doesn't know the truth. Oh and try not to directly contradict yourself in the same entry at least. If you're a genius you'll be able to figure it out. Hey, btw, how about you figure my life out for me as well since I'm such an invalid and don't give advice on something you've never done nor intend on doing... all talk.
Mandy ~ 12:28 AM