Wake up, take a shower, eat, go with Job to Brandon/Heather's party by noon, hang out, then when Job goes to work at 4 I'm going back home to wait half an hour and then I'm going to a movie with a bunch of bandies, then I'm driving Ryan and Nicki and two other ppl to Hodag park to see the fireworks. *takes a breath* Then, after the fireworks, I'm going straight to Job's house and I'm staying the night so I think I'll pack a bag and throw it in my trunk. Then the following day I'll hopefully wake up a little early, find out where Ryan lives somehow and then I'm going out there to dirt bike... I CAN'T WAIT!!!
All I've been doing lately is work and I'm getting so bored and depressed. Don't get me wrong, work isn't bad especially when my trainer, Tom, kicks major ass because he actually treats me fairly and as an equal even though he's still a million times better at doing the whole windshield line than I am. Lots of things have been dragging me down lately but I also recently made a new friend at work, Chris, who's pretty funny. He's my older brother's age, 22 and I just admire how he handles his life and I really need to stop caring about the stupid little things. I'm learning a few lessons here and there gradually. It'll take a lot before I'm a true adult but I'm really working on it even if it'll take an eternity... That's the price I pay for letting my mom baby me into a second infancy.
I have this song stuck in my head "Hate Me" by Blue October...
"Hate me today. Hate me tomorrow. Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you."
I also like the part about cockroaches, and just the way he words everything... it's art. I love music so much and if it weren't for that at work I think I'd have "a nervous bleeding in my brain" as well...