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Name - Amanda Marie Marquardt Age - 19

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Wednesday, July 19, 2006

What is This Place?

The "good byes" don't seem right, I want to say "hi" instead of "good night"

I'm sure anyone can figure out who this is about and if not... I'll give you a big hint... it's about...

Tonight I went with CHRIS for a ride on his new Suzuki Katana... Did you get the answer? haha. I'm desperately grasping, I seem to be lapsing... I have to stop writing poems. I just want to say that I'm so devoid and I feel like I'm just this shell of a person that can't be filled. It won't be filled and I'm latching unto Reed a.k.a. Chris, as an escape. Anyway... I basically wouldn't take no for an answer for the ride because I was supposed to go with him before work but he slept in so instead, I took Kait to Subway before work and she bought us food.

After work, when Reed was changing into pants, I badged out and parked my car next to his bike, grabbed the helmet, and my keys, and stood and waited next to his bike after I pulled my hair back into a braid. He came out and laughed when he saw me and I have the sneaking suspicion he's happy I waited and "demanded" the ride... Actually, I didn't have to say anything. He said "Ok, but a short one" and we put on our helmets and hopped on. I was a little nervous but it was extremely comfortable and I just sat up right behind him and wrapped my arms around his waist and then I let the wind drift over me. At one point I just closed my eyes and laid my head on the back of his shoulder, sighed, and let everything go. Everything except for his waist... that could've proven fatal. I'll keep the rest of my free thoughts to myself. I'm outta here and as Chris would say "Fooo Shooo!"

Mandy ~ 2:38 AM