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Thursday, January 11, 2007
It's Over
Dane broke up with me last night. I won't lie. I cried a lot and my mom even cried when she saw how upset I was. He still has all of my ski gear and I want it back. I'm going to coffee with Kt at 1 this Friday and then Sledding at Saroka Saturday with a ton of peeps. I'm going to call up Zack and go to that Happily N'ever After movie with him. I'm just going to stay busy to keep my mind off from him.
I had a dream that Dane was angry and broke the glass on the front of the ipod. This is what dream dictionary said about it...
-...broken glass in your dream, signifies a change in your life. You will find that a situation will come to an abrupt and untimely end.
-...forewarns that you will be involved in a terrible and tense situation. Your loved ones will let your down and disappoint you. It also forewarns that once solid ties will be broken.
And then I looked up ex but it all referred to long past exes so I looked up boyfriend and it said the situation refers directly to that which is going to happen and it all boils down to trust and communication.
I find this all hilarious because it did come down to communication. He'd stopped communicating long before it ended and it was very selfish of him because it was all a surprise to me when he came to everything on his own terms and then just sprang it on me. You don't do that to people. You communicate and tell them what's wrong before a relationship ends, significant other, friend, or anything else. If you have a problem with someone you tell them so it doesn't manifest and lead to rash decisions. Regardless... it's over, he's broken up with me twice- once at the beginning and now so I was a fool to have let it get to that.
I'm so pissed because about halfway through he told me to not doubt it and told me to say we were getting married. WTF is that? Yea, ok Dane- we're getting married NEVER. I wished I wouldn't have trusted him with my heart because all he did was smash it to pieces. When it came down to it Dane was ignorant- you don't get into heaven by condemning people, and selfish. He deserves to have a child that strays from his religion or one that's gay... no, on second thought I would never wish that upon the child. He'll have to grow up eventually.
Dane broke up with me last night. I won't lie. I cried a lot and my mom even cried when she saw how upset I was. He still has all of my ski gear and I want it back. I'm going to coffee with Kt at 1 this Friday and then Sledding at Saroka Saturday with a ton of peeps. I'm going to call up Zack and go to that Happily N'ever After movie with him. I'm just going to stay busy to keep my mind off from him.
I had a dream that Dane was angry and broke the glass on the front of the ipod. This is what dream dictionary said about it...
-...broken glass in your dream, signifies a change in your life. You will find that a situation will come to an abrupt and untimely end.
-...forewarns that you will be involved in a terrible and tense situation. Your loved ones will let your down and disappoint you. It also forewarns that once solid ties will be broken.
And then I looked up ex but it all referred to long past exes so I looked up boyfriend and it said the situation refers directly to that which is going to happen and it all boils down to trust and communication.
I find this all hilarious because it did come down to communication. He'd stopped communicating long before it ended and it was very selfish of him because it was all a surprise to me when he came to everything on his own terms and then just sprang it on me. You don't do that to people. You communicate and tell them what's wrong before a relationship ends, significant other, friend, or anything else. If you have a problem with someone you tell them so it doesn't manifest and lead to rash decisions. Regardless... it's over, he's broken up with me twice- once at the beginning and now so I was a fool to have let it get to that.
I'm so pissed because about halfway through he told me to not doubt it and told me to say we were getting married. WTF is that? Yea, ok Dane- we're getting married NEVER. I wished I wouldn't have trusted him with my heart because all he did was smash it to pieces. When it came down to it Dane was ignorant- you don't get into heaven by condemning people, and selfish. He deserves to have a child that strays from his religion or one that's gay... no, on second thought I would never wish that upon the child. He'll have to grow up eventually.
Mandy ~ 11:13 AM